From my Box

Good morning Mummy Mel
Please kindly post for me and hide my ID
It's really funny how your spouse can turn you into something you are not
The constant complains that is tagged nagging
When I married my husband there wasn't any trace to know something like this was going on
After we got married,he was always on his phone,even in the restroom he is always with his phone
You cannot find his phone unlocked
At first I didn't give it much thought because I never wanted anything that will disrupt my peace
For some days unlike him he slept off with his phone open and I saw the shocking thing I have ever seen

A message of him telling his supposed friend that the night they both had together was hot
This particular friend brought his attention that his wife might see this
He never stopped
I kept seeing other messages which I am finding it difficult to type her

And guess what the man I married was never remorseful
This is two years now and the painss hasn't gone from my heart
He once casually said sorry and it was just common
He keeps telling me I read meaning into everything

That those messages, both happened
For someone that stays awake chatting till midnight
Someone that enjoys making dirty jokes

How do I clear this hatred and have peace
I have been finding it very difficult to forgive,at any slightest annoyance I raise what he did and it turns into a heated argument.....

My heart is so fragile and it hurtss me so much

Please I want to find my peace back
I want to focus on my growth and success
If there's any book share with me
If there's any advice please kindly advise me
I run an online business but sometimes sales is slow
I want more for my self