From my box

Mummy i don’t even know how to start this.
I was just diagnosed with brain cancer.
And have never been married.i have no child.No job.
And now this.i just sit and ask God why me?
I kept myself. I’m still a virgin.i have tried to live right.
I know my Bible. I trust God.i am not perfect, but I love Him.My wedding is in April. This April.
And yesterday they told me I have cancer of the brain.How does someone plan a wedding and then hear something like this?

I am scared and I am confused.
I am hurting in places words cannot explain.
It feels like everything I prayed for is slipping through my fingers before it even begins.
Mummy Mel, please pray for me.Pray that God remembers me.Pray that mercy speaks for me.
Pray that this will not be the end of my story.
I still trust God…But right now, my faith is trembling.
Please stand with me in prayer.

I am in hot tears . Oh lord why did you forsake me .